Will I ever be truly happy again?
I've had plenty of reasons to celebrate lately, and celebrate I did. I've enjoyed countless festivities that included birthdays, graduations, parties, festivals,etc. Under the old normal circumstances, these past two months would have been blissful. Under the new normal, I am left wondering will I ever be truly happy again. Happy for long stretches of time. Happy without thinking about it. Happy without trying to be. Happy on the inside. Happy for other people. Happy to hear that someone else is having a baby regardless if I feel they do or don't deserve to.
I hope I can find true happiness again someday SOON because I don't know what kind of life it would be to have this internal and eternal feeling of melancholy.
Friday, June 25, 2010
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